i swear

i am going to be serious now....unfortunately the day after the exam i woke up hoping for a hangover but instead i had some hideous infection finn had carried in from preschool....seriously over two weeks later and we are still all feeling the effects
my plans: i have a job but cannot be currently employed b/c the new company cannot employ me until april or may...that's fine b/c i've been going in and volunteering my time helping get things in order
so....plan: beginning monday i will be going back into the gym and returning to the diet i did in new orleans prior to graduation that led me to the weight i was most happiest with outside puberty....
i hope my sister is ready to recommit....i know there are days ahead that we will cheat and days we will need to down a bottle of wine but i am again committed to removing my fat ass and my sister's fat ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

too much

I'm sorry....i'm not being a good support system. I forgot tuesday to weigh in and finally remembered today. No surprise i've lost 0 pounds for the week. The exam is less than 3 weeks away now and I'm in the final push....my head is hurting and i'm trying to keep myself together for it. Saying no to the bad things is getting harder but i am looking forward to the end. I know i'll be stronger then when i can focus on good foods and working out. I'm going to have a job at my friend's company who in the past has also been my workout partner so i know things will get better.
Sis keep fighting the good fight, picture Greece and a summer dress and i swear i will try to do better too.

WTF - who knew

haven't lost a single ounce - in fact i'm up 2lbs.
but...i'm going to have another glass of wine and not worry about it.
ugh

another week

another week, another weigh in...down 2 pounds to the weight of 207

am now battling insomnia so all energy has been pointed at studying and trying not to eat fatty foods....am trying to stop the eating just because i can pitfall

Need Inspiration?

While we beat ourselves up---we draw inspiration from this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLSnZjLPor8

20 minutes of bliss-it's a start

I jumped back on the exercise bandwagon today. It's hard cause my schedule has changed and I can't do it before work (kids) and can't do it after work (kids) so my only time is during work when I have to deal with a bunch of other kids. BUT - I managed to squeeze in some time - only 20 mins on the elliptical and 5 mins cool down. but it's a start and today I'm going to focus on good things. During this past summer I was an exercise maniac and I loved it. I've never been one to "exercise" - I'll ski, I'll hike, I'll swim, but I would never "exercise" so actually doing it and liking it was a new thing for me and I liked it. I want to channel that and return to that routine. Today I took one giant step towards that goal.
Yeah me!